May be goodbye..

Restless I wander,

wander through a whorl;

In throes of rejection,

my tarnished soul;

I withdraw myself, from their whips & demands;

They step in my unconscious, I'm all forlorn;

Off society & loyalty, an invisible cloak they don;

I take it all, like a dove,

a swan

They believe they gave me freedom,

that's how I took my flight;

I owe them my whole,

all my laughs, all my cries;

Pre-eminent I was, when I simulated their way;

disgruntled they were, hearing what I had to say

Fuddled yet believing, my love is going to stay

I collect my pieces, to settle this affray 

Society it is, the contour of my being,

I'm forced to hide, they fear me to be seen;

Teary -eyed, I question

since I'm so keen

why should I go invisible, when I'm all clean? 

Answers they don't have,

only assumptions & accusations;

They tie me with their love,

their baseless allegations;

I'm sorry my love, 

for I may lose the fight;

They 'do' love me, no matter, 

how much I deny;

They may not understand, this part of my being;

How I have been loved by you,

just like they say in dreams

I may then have to step, on the cactus of reality;

bound by the shackles, of fake superiority

They will then celebrate my emptiness

my life so dry

after I bid you, that painful goodbye...